HERE WE GO

ok so where to start... I guess with me. My life is somewhat mediocre.... I wake up every morning and I get ready for work, I work most of the day then come home and spend time with my Family. Yes I know, so far there doesn't seem to be any type of  "darkness" to speak of, but all things come in good time. With this blog I am going to try to chronicle that which is my life. Now, I'm not saying that it is going to be all that interesting but I am also not saying it will be totally boring.It is was it is.Here is where I will also lay down my wishes and dreams , fantasies and realities, my likes and dislikes. So try to bear with me. Gradually you will learn who I am, well........somewhat. In reality, does anyone really know who anyone else is?  Who am I today?  Today I am....exhausted. With everything......life , career,  and everything inbetween. Ever get to the point where you feel that way? What do you do? Me? I give in, get frustrated or maybe sometimes paranoid . Today though,I am annoyed,yes totally annoyed. How do I deal with this part? I bitch. Yeah thats the ticket,I bitch. But it's all good, I decided though I am gonna bitch, ima also keep it to myself, and I am doing that by putting it here.  Ever get tired of people thinking they have the right to walk all over you just because you are a nice person? I don't understand why people are like that. Maybe I should just stop being nice? nahhhh,, I like being nice, maybe I should just tell them to kiss my ass? well im not that way. hmmmm gotta think on it.....